21 . Shoppppoping .

Yesterday was the first day I slept in. I haven't slept in since summer. I slept in until ten o'clock ,which was amazing. Then I drove to home from Fort Wayne. I then went out to eat with my Aunt at Texas Road House and then went shopping all day. I spent way too much money. I bought these really cute leather boots though. I also went and got my nails done then I went and saw my dad. My day was very productive but I did not anything I planned on doing.

20 Freee writeeeee

I'm just going to start to this blog off with saying I am in my bathtub taking a bubble bath , listing to Beyoncé , and drinking grape juice out of my mom's wine glass. Pretending I'm an adult drinking real wine haha. This is a free write so I am going to make a list of characteristics I want in my future husband. It's has been on my to do list so might as well kill two birds with one stone.

1. Has to treat their mom good .

2. He has to be willing to try new things.

3. Faithful , obviously .

4. Treat me like a queen.

5. Good listener, because I talk a lot or at least act like there listing.

6. Has AMBITION !

7. Doesn't care if I don't shave for 3 weeks or 3 months....

8. Knows when they need to go get ice cream when I'm sad.

9. Has a wild side.

10. They have to be mature but they have to be able to let loose also.

11. Let's me pick the radio station when we drive.

12. He has to be manly.

13. Has a good positive attitude 3/4s of the time.

14. Likes to go on dates but also likes to stay home on a Friday night.

15. Protective 

16. Loves to cuddle.

17. Will dance in the rain with me

18. Wants to have babies.

19 Does not give up when things get rough.

20. He is willing to work hard , for whatever.

21. He has to be honest.

22. Sensitive but not too sensitive because I don't want a cry baby.

23. Will spend hours shopping with me, but he just holds my bags.

24. Knows how to whip up a good steak .

25. Romantic , yes love the little corny stuff. 

26.makes me laugh

27. Loves me at my worst 

28. Cheers me up

29. Put others before him 

30.  Rubs my feet

19 doooeeee

The documentary helped me a lot. At first I asked a lot of questions and got confused at every little thing. Then after the movie it showed me how the war got started. I was confused about how a group of people could just take over a country. The movie showed me more about the diamond company and how the governs was not that strong. I feel like I understand the story more from watching it.

Peace not war 18 $$

I think I realized war was a real thing when I was in my freshmen year. I started watching Army Wife's on Netflix. I know that sounds stupid but I got the concept of war. I would always here about it but never really notice what it was. Then it really hit me when I read the book Night. I never realized how cruel people could be. You don't get to see or really learn a lot about it in a small community. So when I read more and more about it, it shocks me. I have it lucky. We all do .

17!

If I wanted to be a news person, I would go somewhere where there is a beach and it is hot. I would go to a safe country. So I could report the news and then be on vacation at the same time. Then again I would want to go somewhere scary just have the thrill and be one of those famous news people that gets kidnapped. I would get saved and then become famous. I think overall I would go to Africa. 

1.6.16.16.16.16

 I have a lot of mixed emotions to this book. I also have one main reaction to this book. My main reaction is that I am in shock. I did realize that things like this happen in the world. It really interest me and makes me want to read more and more. My main emotion about about this book is sadness. I feel bad for all those people. They were so strong and had faith.

15.

My gut reaction to this video is mad . Then I really think about it and it is true, but the generation before us is responsible for that because there the ones who raised us. Our generation is bad but instead of people complaining about it why don't we change it. I just feel like society is changing and we need to learn how to deal with it. The world changes everyday and we can't do anything about that. Each generation has some crazy people in it. Ours just has a lot. We have lots of learning to do.