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A bestfriend is an amazing gift. I have had the same bestfriend since 5th grade. Her name is Sydney Longenberger. The first time we met was when in Mrs.Henry's room. I always seen her in elementary school but never talked to her. Sydney was sitting next to me when our teacher walked in with a huge blood stain on her butt. Us being stupid laughed so hard together. Then after that we automatically started talking and spending the night at each other's house. At that time in 5th grade both our parents where getting divorced . We both lived with our moms who always took care of us. The next ironic thing we went together was that both our dad's went to jail . They were jail mates with each other. We went through a lot of things together during that year and then after that we spent everyday together. She is my bestfriend and I go crazy without talking or seeing her more then two days. We have been through a lot together.

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 I have done a lot of school projects in my time. I really enjoy them. I actually love them. My favorite class projects are the ones that I do when I was little and open them up later when I'm older. My most favorite one was when I had to plan a wedding. We had to go into deep detail about the wedding. I really enjoyed planning things and then presenting it. I am a very hands on person. Also I just did a big project recently called the fast of Bluffton. It was a lot of hard work but I enjoyed it . 

#12

I act like I have a lot of confidence but sometimes I have none at all. I get confused about all of that. I am sometimes self conscious but I do not know if that has anything to do with confidence. People always tell me they wish they had confidence like me. So maybe I am confident. The one time where I am the most confident is when someone says I look good. Also if people laugh at what I say. Another thing that really makes me confident is when I feel pretty. I need to work on my inner confidence. 

#11 wakakakakakaka

The Bluffton street fair is huge big fair. It is an annual thing every year. Everyone comes to it. You basically see the gross people of Bluffton. I mean it is fun and nice but it brings out the ratchets. #sorrynotsorry. Anyways it is the biggest thing for Bluffton . There is rides,food,games and many more.

 The first thing I am going to talk about is the rides. You would think a fair would not have big rides but the Bluffton street fair actually has good rides. There are kitty rides for little kids. Then there are big rides for teenagers or pre-teens. Some of the rides are scary because they are old or you think the carnies would not set them up right. The carnies are really weird too. There are some that are really nice , then there are some who are mean. There is also a big red tent with advertisement and free things. I love the free things.

 My favorite part of street fair are the games. You spend say more money on the games then what it is worth. Like you will pay 10 dollars just to win a small stuffed animal. It is pointless but the joy you get when you win it is the best. Also street fair has the best most greasy food ever. You gain a lot of food. I love street fair . 

#10 wahahahahahahahahah

If I could get rid of any animal in the world it would be spiders. There are lots of reasons why I would get rid of them. One reason why I would get rid of them is because they scare me. I am scared of them because I do not want to get bit by one and die. Another reason why I want to get rid of them is because they look gross. I would actually get rid of lots of animals. I am not a big animal person.

#9

 If I  could change any physical part of my body with someone else in this room would be my weight. I know that sounds bad but if I could I would. I still love myself no matter what but I always wanted to know what it is like being skinny. Not supper skinny because I do not like that.I want t have curves still. Like Shainas body, I would trade her weight for mine. I feel like I would not be the same person. I'm just a natural big gal but I am working on slimming down. Either way I still get the guys. Haha just kidding just kidding.

  If I had to choose something else to change with someone, it would be skin color. I would change Dwayne's skin color for mine. I would not want to be dark though. I would just add a couple drops to my ton so I can be mixed. White is boring. Also I could wear weaves which I think it would be legit to get new hair every three months or so. I am happy with who I am though. 

#8 ...........

Everyone has a different opinion on whether they want their kids to grow up in a small town or a big city. There are pros and cons to each side. My whole life I have grown up in a small city. Which I am very thankful for. Sometimes I wish I grew up in a big city just to experience that. Everyone says they hate Bluffton, that everyone knows everyone and blah blah. For me I love growing up in Bluffton. As a small community, everyone pulls together when it is needed. Sure we have problems but I would not want to grow up anywhere else.

   Of course I want to get out of Bluffton just to experience new things but if I ever had kids I would want them to be raised in Bluffton or a town like Bluffton. The first reason why I would choose a small town is because the schools are smaller. I like small classes where the teacher is able to help the students. If you go to a big city most teachers do not have time for every student. If I went to a bigger school I would probably struggle a lot more in school. My other reason for growing up in a small town is that it is much more safer. Sure there is crime everywhere you go but I feel more protected in Bluffton then I do in Fort Wayne or Indy. My last reason is what I mentioned before. As a small community we come together when needed. For example, Mr.Baker and Mr.Thompson. Our whole community is coming together to raise money and do great things. In a big city I do not think you would get that much of that there. 

  So my theory on life about this is that once I graduate high school and then I go to college in a big city. That way I can experience the feel of a bigger city. If I ever have kids I will settle down and move to smaller city or come back here. I like to experience new and wild things but I want my kids to have the same happy, safe,and good childhood like I had. I feel like my kids would be gang bangers or something if I raised them in a big city. My mom came from Detroit to give me a better life and I am so thankful she did. I love growing up in a small city.

#7 lalaala

 I feel like when someone describes their self , they tell everyone all the postive things about their self. For me I tell both. I want people to know my flaws because that is what makes most of me. I am flawed up but I am also flawless at the same time. I sometimes do not know what to think of myself so I am sure this blog is going to bounce all over. So sorry in advance.

 First off I am still learning to love myself. I don't know how to love myself sometimes. I think that is just me overthinking though. I am trying though. I also have a big personality but I am so sensitive. I don't have much confidence either which is weird because everyone thinks I do. I have the complete opposite. I hate my body but learning to love it and get healthy. I know I know this sound like a pity party but do not feel bad because all these flaws make me something. They also make me stronger each day. 

I have lots of positive good things in my life also. I have the most supportive family and friends ever. Anything I do there always cheering me on to do better or not to give up. They bring me up when I am down which sometimes can be a lot. My mom is my best friend in the whole world. I love my mom so much it's crazy. My biggest fear is loosing my mom. I think that is everyone's big fear in life. Another random fact is I love being around people. I love hearing peoples' stories and how they have overcame their own struggles. I love big crowds some days then other days I would rather be at home with my dog, reading a book or watching Netflix and eating Chinese food. I also love school . I want to become a probation officer but deep down I know I can achieve higher . This is just a little about me. The rest is mystery. 

#6 Mnhh...

I never really thought about what I bring to the school each day. I think I bring leadership to the school. If I see something I have to do, I automatically do it. I take charge if nobody else is. I wish I could bring more to the school. I think I also bring good vides into the school. Most days out of the week I am happy and ready to go. I am not the best person but I try my best. I want to bring more kindness into the school . Also work on helping other people through school problems or even social problems. Were Bluffton strong and I want to help everyone I can out. 

#5- Sick Life

Everyone gets sick sometime in their life time. Im a big baby and think I am sick all the time. Even if my throat hurts a little , i yell for my mom and tell her im dying. Thank the lord I have an amazing mom to take care of me when I am sick. Sometimes i fake being sick just so my mom will take care of me. Perks of being the favorite child. When i do get sick though, like really sick, it is awful.

Last year at this time I would have to go to the doctors in Indy every Friday to get treated. My mom was the only one by my side everytime. She would hold my hand and rub my head. She made me feel safe while I was there. I remember the very last time I went to the doctors at Riley for surgery. My mom stayed with me in the hospital the whole week and slept in a little chair. Then when I got home after that week, my mom took two weeks off of work for me and got me slushies everyday and bought me redbox movies everyday. It was the worst but the best two weeks ever.

I wrote about about that experience because that was the most recent one. I learned after that experience that my mom really is the best. That I when I have kids , I want to treat my kids how my mom treats me. Also that when my mom needs me when she gets old, I will never put her in a nursing home because I will remember all the times she took care of me. It's ironic because I have a cold as I am writing about being sick. Plus my mom just made me chicken noodle soup with sprite. I am lucky to have someone take care of me and have an amazing mom to go out of her to try to make me feel better. Loveeee my mamma dukes so muchhhh. <3